I am on cloud 9 and I dont want to come down :) She makes me so happy.
I feel…
I feel like a 10 year old… I feel like I dont even know what to do. For so long now I have been searching for someone and looking in all the wrong places and then BOOM… this beautiful, healthy and amazing woman comes along and I dont even know what to do. For the first time in 9 months, I have made out and felt something for someone without being intoxicated. This is new and this is big… Even if she is not the one for me, I feel something and I can’t stop it… We shall see… I really hope it works out in my benefit but if it doesnt then I need to truly believe that I will have learned something from this situation. Here is to hoping for amazing things for my future.
